Thursday, February 23, 2012

The first day is always the worst

Tuesday night i had to bid farewell to my prince. It was hands down the worst experience i could ever imagine. As we both sobbed goodbye he and I promised to keep this thing going, so here we are.
Wednesday morning i woke up about nine, which was fortunate because i didn't have to worry about the flight, it was already landed by time i got up. I worked on some homework and cleaned my room. by two my mother declared that i needed to eat something, so i dove to Wal mart and bought some Ben and Jerry's half baked ice cream and two frozen pizzas. As the cashier began to ring up my merchandise, he asked me if i was having a wonderful day.... I replied with i am buying ice cream and frozen pizza what kind of day do you think i am having? he laughed and did try ever so  hard to save him self.

The things i have learned this far, i never realized how much he made me smile through out the day, the text messages of simply goodnight are the hardest thing to get over. Ive dreamt of him for the last two nights, its the day before he leaves both times, and its disappointing to wake up and find that he is already gone. Sad for now, but i am sure that it will improve with time

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