Monday, April 23, 2012

Lots of stress and big decisions

First i must say the cutest thing that has happened in a long time. Nate  sent me a picture of him and his district (there are three girls in his district) and in the corner of the picture, was a picture that he had pasted of me. I flipped the picture over and the back said:"your still the most beautiful person in this picture, don't worry." Cute right!

Secondly, i am buried in home work with only two weeks left in the semester i am not sure how i am going to get every thing done. I am late on sending Nate his package of the month, and i still havent hand written him a letter since last week. thank goodness for the Internet...kudos to dear elder.com.
I have been considering joining the singles ward, not sure yet though, Pros would definitely be being around people my own age that are a good influence on me, and being that it is a smaller ward, perhaps i would get the chance to serve more. Cons.. well the obvious,  it will probably make Nate uncomfortable. I thinking about it, but for now, i have way more important things to do.

Happy two months everybody! it seems like it has been allot longer though. For now going crazy trying to get my head above water. Nate's fantastic like always.

Sunday, April 8, 2012

10 page papers, and a whole lot of mess

Hello again,
 Last week was really terrible, and after a few teary days, i wrote Nate a letter about how i was feeling. It may not have been the best idea ever, but it happened anyways. Unfortunately i now receive my letters on Fridays. Many would think that this one day difference shouldn't matter but oh believe me it really does. So on Friday (sigh) i received two letters in the mail. And i was suddenly reminded why Nate is my best friend. The letters were so sweetly written that i cried again, tears of joy though. and have had a much better week.

So today being Easter i spent the day with Nate's family. They were all very nice and i had a great time. It hard though, to see all of their smiling faces being that Nate is the reason that i know all of these wonderful people, and he isn't here to enjoy the time with them. He is truly missed and holidays are just not as fulfilling with out him. Thinking that next Easter i will still have a year to go doesn't help much either. So for now, blahh... I have two ten page papers to write, i am grateful for the distraction.

On a spiritual note if i keep reading my scriptures and praying, i feel closer to him. Being a convert to the church, i am very grateful for his sacrifice.

P.S. Cant wait for the time to start flying. Yesterday was our 21 month anniversary.