Hello again,
Last week was really terrible, and after a few teary days, i wrote Nate a letter about how i was feeling. It may not have been the best idea ever, but it happened anyways. Unfortunately i now receive my letters on Fridays. Many would think that this one day difference shouldn't matter but oh believe me it really does. So on Friday (sigh) i received two letters in the mail. And i was suddenly reminded why Nate is my best friend. The letters were so sweetly written that i cried again, tears of joy though. and have had a much better week.
So today being Easter i spent the day with Nate's family. They were all very nice and i had a great time. It hard though, to see all of their smiling faces being that Nate is the reason that i know all of these wonderful people, and he isn't here to enjoy the time with them. He is truly missed and holidays are just not as fulfilling with out him. Thinking that next Easter i will still have a year to go doesn't help much either. So for now, blahh... I have two ten page papers to write, i am grateful for the distraction.
On a spiritual note if i keep reading my scriptures and praying, i feel closer to him. Being a convert to the church, i am very grateful for his sacrifice.
P.S. Cant wait for the time to start flying. Yesterday was our 21 month anniversary.
Also, I checked...Next year, Easter is on March 31...and the next...April 21. Soooo, one Easter with him away down, and only one to go!!!!
ReplyDeleteOops... I commented earlier, but I must have missed all the steps. You are doing a great job in everything and I am so thankful your family is so willing to share you with us. Holidays like Easter won't be the same for awhile, but it is so nice having you there. We love your smiles, your patience, your passion for what you do and know. And we love the blessing our sweet son has of having YOU for his best friend!
ReplyDeleteYou are having many prayers said for your successful papers in school. Just hang in there. It seems like just yesterday you two became close...and it's been 21 months!!! Time does fly!